It's been a long long time!

But things have picked up over all. Meds & vitamins are helping immensely. Life experiences are teaching me more every day. My kids are mostly pretty awesome. My husband is mostly pretty great. Now I just need to get my crafting sorted! I need to do more, sell it & be loud & proud, a tall poppy.

Coming out of the Daze!!

Well no.2 baby is now over two yrs & I feel like the fog is lifting - YAY! I am chairperson for our toy library, really enjoying that, still trying to get Design28 going, but timewise it tends to take the backseat. Still lots of things to work through but feeling positive :-)

Life sucks

Too much all at once & nothing much that I am liking.

Mostly good days though today is def. a daze

Only really having meltdowns that last a short time & don't rage all day now, yay! Seriously not getting good sleep though, keep falling asleep with one or other of the kids. Anyway procrastinating badly as i really need to be packing & posting TM sales & finishing a newsletter that should have been out two weeks ago.. aarrgghh. So want to study at the Learning Connexion after going to the exhibition the other day.

Winter

Well, it's been a while, but winter doesn't have me so depressed this year. After battling PND again & having some success with acupuncture, it just got too expensive to continue and I having greater success with medication. So that will be helping the winter blues, but I am trying to get to bed at a decent hour & get more exercise, so all helpful. Creative-ness is returning to my brain in bits & pieces. Though actually sitting down to much has been fairly elusive. Kids have had lengthy colds, so that is all time consuming. Goals currently, regular bedtimes & exercise, get cushions selling in shops, get some art displayed down at the local gallery & continue to get the house into order.

Getting more stitchy

Made a skirt into a pair of pants, made a pocket nappy (tho too small for Z!), have started bibs & a singlet, have been making bread lots & baking every few days. Have a few felted pin cushions, but broke my needle so need to get more & then be more gentle!! Must download some pics again soon, they make me feel creative & help to inspire. Been a busy sch holidays so will be good when school goes back so I can try to get a routine going. Esp to include some house cleaning now my motivation has improved. Anyway a few things to do before a not too late night. Wow a post & it hasn't even been a mth!

Ok, so I am a monthly blogger

Rather than a daily or even weekly! I have started being creative again though so that is the main thing. And along with some help from acupuncture, I am feeling lots better. When my house has been finished, paint-wise as well as the other bits & pieces started, things can settle into "homes" & it should all go more smoothly. Though finishing could be some time yet... I have to go to bed, too late yet again, but old habits die hard. Oops, looked at lovely crafty blogs too long & forgot about the dishes, oh well, they will keep. The kids usually have me up nice & early, so i can sort it then. Hopefully some posts with pics soon to show my crafty stuffs. Oh & went to a spinners & weavers demonstration recently & planning to join & go regularly, yay!