The answer is in the question

I like this idea, that the answer is in the question and that inherent in that is that I therefore have all the answers for me.  When I am restless, I need to rest.  If only all the answers where that simple.  I feel directionless and yet like the options are too numerous and then not enough.  So where is the answer in that?  Be directionless?  Allow myself to feel free & loose from the binds of expectation, and obligation?  Feels a bit shaky to contemplate that.  And to be honest I am bored, I need my brain to be working again on something I love that inspires me and that I can get energy out of.  And I need my days to be shifted back a few hrs so I am not up at midnight wondering about starting the life I am already living.