Too much paper

So I have made it to my blog in my sane time!  Very tired, still terrible at going to bed & sleep at a decent time.  And this week battling a niggling throat and cough.  But functioning!  Found birth cert. to enrol my boy at intermediate, remade a bed, did some washing, part cooked tea, did dishes, pretty good really.  And without having to force myself :-)  Trying to get mentally prepared for the PMDD monster.  Like that terminology, borrowed from other sufferers on my new Facebook group, so amazing to have discovered a place to be "normal" and the same as many other women.  Need to ensure I have a plan and that my family has a plan.  Cause it just isn't if, it's when and that is scary.  I am grateful I know I will "come round again" but in the depths it's pretty hard to believe.  Need to get my house ordered & under control so I can refocus on creativeness & me!  Not quite sure how when my energy is often lacking & my brain has not been open to creative solutions for our storage issues, but I guess history shows that I usually figure out something, so perhaps I can find hope and trust that it will be ok.